Kristen Hammer Intuitive Mentor, Empath and Medium. Survivor of Suicide, Practitioner of EFT
Eleven years ago, after my first husband took his life, I entered the darkest, most horrifying, and lonely place that one could ever imagine. No words in any language exist to describe the torment I was under.
I saw more than a dozen different therapists tried almost that many anti-depressive drugs, that were pretty much pushed on me. They made my symptoms of severe depression and suicidal thoughts even worse. I was a guinea pig in all of this, with chemical cocktails in my system.
Talk therapy didn’t work, even Cognitive Behavioral Therapy did not work, tough love, EMDR, and on it went, each therapist with a different technique that just HAD to work… only they didn’t. Sure, it was nice to have someone to talk to, because at that time I was living ALL ALONE. Yes, I lived in an apartment, all alone, in hell.
Moving to Brazil was an escape for me. I was clinging to a tiny thread trying to save my life, trying to keep going… because I tried to die, and I couldn’t “do it”… so I had to live.
Then I met Zé, who became my husband. He showed me the way out, and it wasn’t anything that traditional psychology would do. There were several things that ended up helping me, but what helped me MOST was identifying and ACCEPTING that my late husband was still with me. The torment that he was still suffering was affecting me every time he got close to me… which was most of the time.
On top of understanding that his spirit lived on, that HE still lived on, in utter torment, I actually physically FELT a burning pain in my head, (where he shot himself) with an accompanying emotional/mental symptom of not just “I want to die”.. But I NEED TO FUCKING DIE NOW!” This was an almost constant feeling: mental torment, with no relief.
Until there was.
Zé took me to a spirit center where one’s “obsessor” is incorporated in a medium… I went there, not necessarily believing, but at that point open to anything.. I just wanted the hellish mental, emotional, and physical pain to go away.
To make a long story short, in that room, upon me standing up and facing back to back with one of the mediums.. and after placing my palms against her palms.. I was then told to touch the back of my head with the back of her head.. and ZAAAAPPP… WhOOOSH… An immense and heavy and tangible energy left from my head and went into her.
Suddenly I felt free!! RELIEF!!! I could think, and actually BREATHE!! I turned around to see this medium now in agony, holding the “spirit”, which was Lance… in her own aura. He was guided into a recovery center in the spiritual realm for healing(that’s another story).
That day, after feeling the most relief I had felt since he died… after realizing that most of my old traditional religious beliefs must be wrong… after all of this happened…. I turned to Zé and told him: If this is what mediumship can do for people, to free them like this, then I accept this mission and I am willing to serve as a medium for other spirits that are desperate for help.
From that day on I have been receiving spirits who have lost their way… who are still suffering.. who are even HURTING the ones that they stay attached to. I later found that there is a term for this: Spirit Releasement.
My husband Zé and I do this work as part of our healing therapy. And I can say without a single doubt, that this therapy works! One can do all the therapy in the world and not have lasting and immediate results,
If your physical, mental, or emotional symptoms are caused by an entity that is attached to you, YOU are no longer the client… It is the spirit that needs to be loved guided on. In doing so, you also will be relieved of the symptoms that weren’t even yours in the first place!
These spirits are not demons or devils, they are souls, just like you and I, that got lost and need help finding their way back home.
João José Fagundes Intuitive Healer and Psychic Medium
Hello beautiful soul.
I am João José Fagundes, known affectionately as Zé dos Ventos, or just Zé.
I am a medium, instructor, and counselor. I am the father of two children, friend, brother, and husband. I wake up every morning and ask myself, Father/Mother God, where can I serve you today according to your will? Afterwards I start my day. I follow the flow of life.
But to get to where I am today, which has been more than a half century of life, I have cried a lot, have had behavioral addictions, and wanted to give up on life. Deep down inside, I knew that there was light at the end of the tunnel. As the I Ching says, “Perseverance will carry you to success.” I have persevered and I continue persevering in life and in the quest of new knowledge, and to be more and more in communion with the Divine Hierarchy, in this Universe where we live.
If you are reading this today, it is because the Divine Hierarchy wants you to wake up to the grandeur of your soul, wants you to manifest your commitment which you took on before coming to this life. The environment, limiting beliefs, cellular memories, or other external influences such as Fallen Angels or Dark Force Energies haven’t allowed you to awaken to a new reality.
When a soul arrives here, the veil of forgetfulness manifests anywhere from 85% to 95%. You don’t remember who you are or where you came from. We are subject to this forgetfulness and subject to entering the karmic wheel of life on this planet. Many souls acquired karma and are stuck in this karmic wheel of life. Knowing where you come from and where you are going is so important.
The Hierarchy uses channels to wake up these souls. My function as a awakened soul is to wake up other souls to their pre-planned commitments here, and to manifest the splendor and recognition of our Creator, where love naturally flows.
It is time to break this cycle of reincarnation where we are stuck as a soul. Let’s move on to better worlds and help to better this planet. We can walk together on this path, where in this difficult moment of your life, I can use my strength, which I have been given, to carry that overloaded and heavy backpack that has been weighing you down. I’ll be there with you in this tough part of your journey…carrying this weight for you..just for a bit, until you can catch your breath, and continue your journey with more courage, discernment, and determination.
Much love to your heart. May it be complete and full of personal power in this journey that we are walking. Only you are responsible for everything that happens in your life. Allow yourself to be the light of the candle that expands to the Universe. Go onward free of your old beliefs. Open your heart to the grandeur of the Father/Mother Universe. You are as a seed of the stars. I am here to serve. I leave you now, joyfully in love and light, in the power and in the peace of the infinite Creator.
Working together is right for you if:
You are committed to your healing and personal growth.
You feel ready to work on the deeper emotional, mental, and spiritual aspects of your life.
You are committed to taking action and doing your part of the work during our time together.
You take full responsibility for your own health and wellness.
You are open-minded about spiritual matters and new ideas, and enjoy allowing Spirit to guide the sessions.
Working together is not right for you if:
You have rigid strict religious beliefs and believe they are the only truth.
You are looking to passively receive healing, and are unwilling to do your part of the healing work.
You are not open to and are unwilling to let go of old, limiting belief systems.
You are contracting us purely out of curiosity and do not take spiritual work seriously.
You need things lined out in exact steps and with specific timelines.
If we feel like a right fit for you, let’s talk!